July 07, 2005

survey cuz i'm bored!!!!

Spell your name backwards: ASSilem
Glasses/Contacts: none
Pets: fish from Haizel's debut which was like 2 and half years ago
You get embarrassed: nah not really, i laugh it off
What upsets you: not having anything to do
Where were you born: Germany
Wearing: sweats and a Bethel Shirt
Like to do: go out and hang out with my friends

LAST...
Movie you rented last: that was a long time ago so i don't remember & we don't have a blockbuster account
Movie you watched: War of the Worlds
CD you bought: i think Ashley Simpson oh wait i lie.. Maroon 5 in the PI
Song that stuck in your head: wow i actually don't have one at the moment
TV show you've watched: Celebrity Showdown on VH1
Person you were thinking of: BGF cuz i just read his away message lol
Noise you heard: my sister and her video games
Smell you sniffed: my mom's room
Time you went out of state/province: last summer

DO YOU...
Have a crush on someone: not sure anymore
Have a best friend(s): YEP!! i <3 them =]
Wish you could live somewhere else: yeah. doesn't necessarily mean out of state tho just not here.
Believe in online dating: for others it works but for me, it's not my style
Think others find you attractive: ehhh.. *shrug*
Like cleaning: sometimes
Like roller coasters: yessirrr

PERSON WHO LAST...
Slept in your bed: me, myself, and i... oh and Pochacco =P
Saw you cry: no one
Made you cry: Christina (it wasn't a bad thing tho)
You went to the movies with: Roxy, Tara, Kenney, & xChris
Yelled at you: uh probably my mommy
Sent you an email: i don't know, haven't checked my e-mail in a while cuz i'm lazy
Do you have any nieces or nephews: uhh... nope?
Are your parents divorced: NO
Do you have step parents: NO

MUSIC STUFF...
What song do you swear was written about you or your life: "smile," "more than friends," "when will it be"...... that's what i think right now at least
Do you sing in the shower: yeah when i feel like it or have music on in there too
What song reminds you of that special someone: "say you'll stay" & "all my life"

HAVE YOU EVER...
Been to a foreign country: yep. i was born in one! hAh.
Broken a bone: nahhh
Loved someone so much it makes you cry: i don't know if it was loved but yeah almost did cry...
Swallowed a tooth cap/filling: nahh don't think so.
Sworn at a teacher: never
Got in a verbal fight: mmm.... i don't remember, even if i did, don't think it was serious
Laughed so hard you peed your pants: umm dunno but i've farted! HAHA
Told a little white lie: yep.
Been on TV: yes
Been on the radio: yes
Dated one of your best friends: nope
Been on a talk show: nahh
Been on a game show: nope but i want to... imma kick ass and win hella money!
Been on an airplane: yes
Got to ride on a fire truck: a fire truck in like the carnival
Gave someone a piggy back ride: yes
Had a dream that you're falling: yeah! and then i twitch
Had and eating disorder: no
Felt like you didn't belong: yes
Felt like the 3rd wheel: yes
Been arrested: nope
Had your tonsils removed: no
Gone to camp: yes
Won a bet: yes
Gotten a speeding ticket: no
Done jail time: no
Ever thrown up in Public: yes
Bowled a perfect game: i'm the best bowler in the world. yeh right.
Thought of suicide: once.

WHAT...
Shoes do you wear: i wear a lotta diff. shoes. NIKE, PUMA, CHUCKS... +more
Scares you: ? sometimes bugs, dogs, driving by semi's

NUMBER...
Of times my name has appeared in the newspaper: i don't keep count
Of scars on my body: i dunno.
Of things in my past that I regret: too many to count? that's sad. maybe i'm exaggerating.

DO YOU THINK YOU ARE...
Pretty: ehhh.. sometimes.
Funny: i make people laugh.
Friendly: yes
Loveable: yes
Caring: yes
Sweet: yes
Dorky: the biggest dork.
Blunt: nope

July 06, 2005

i wonder...

probably just one thing that i don`t like... i miss her like a lot.. i talked to shannon about it already; i just need to talk to her about it later because it`s killin` me. i don`t know if she realizes i miss her this much its crazy.. it seems like i haven`t talked to her since; pssh.. almost a month or two now??? i don`t know; thats all really... i just i miss her.

is that to me?