survey

i thought i was gonna do a survey, but i really hate doing them. who's gonna read it anyway? i guess it could be cool to look back on for my own entertainment.

but now i'm getting into some deep thinking (which i hate sometimes...)
i for starters don't really know who i am. i can't sit here and define myself and give specific details. i feel like i'm a complicated person. but i've read some zodiac descriptions of what a scorpio is and they're pretty dam acurate... i probably won't know who i really am until i'm like 32? but when does a person really know who he/she is? is it the time when they can say they have the same personality like everyday? the same interests, needs, and wants everyday? the time when they can specifically say what they like and don't like everyday?

in the future... my life at UW even though it's only an hour away from home... where my friends are.. ughh... that's my issue, my friends... i'm just so satisfied with them that i don't wanna lose them.. i don't want to drift away... i don't want things to change.. i don't want to be left out... but it'll happen and then i'll have other friends but i definitely don't want them to feel like they're replaced... that's why when i graduate imma post IRREPLACABLE friends on all over... a new look. =] i want my friends to see me grow as a person and still care for me and be proud of me... they're seriously really important to me... i don't want them to ever think that i forgot them... the ones that i'm thinking of most are elaine, christina, lee, kenney, taa, alexis, roxy, kim, sarah, kind of denise.. and blah... i just don't want to be forgotten.. and i know i'll feel jealous cuz they're all down here and they'll be kickin' it and ish and i wont' be a part of it but that's something that duhrr.. i accept and can't avoid so yeah. i'm pretty mature on thinking that...

but anyways, is it time to move to seattle yet? =p